"Eyes Closed" lyrics

Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay

Huh, I'm not okay, I promise
Turn to my meds, took too much, got me nauseous
Whole word spinnin', feel like I'ma vomit
Had to close my eyes, feel better now
When I close my eyes, I see clearer now
My last bitch stressed me out, I had to kick her out
Screamin' in a dark room, I had to let it out
Screamin' in a dark room, I had to let it all out
Dare I let it out, now I feel better now
All I see is darkness, but somehow I see clearer now
I see clearer now

Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay

Lost my faith in God, Uncle said, "Find your way"
Mama hopes I'm okay, I'm in her prayers everyday
I told mama, "Just ask God to give me patience"
'Cause lately, I've been on the pills like a patient
Lately, I feel like I'm livin' in the matrix
Holdin' my breath, hopin' that I'm gon' make it
Started from the basics, but I'm far from basic
My new bitch, damn right, she far from basic

Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay