"Never Really Had You" lyrics

I pulled myself out of the dark
Gathered up what fell apart
It's not about you
It's not about me anymore

A drop of blood, a swarm of sharks
Don't know what I was thinking of
It's not about you, it's not about me

I just want the truth, I just want the whole truth
I just wanna feel the way I used to
Feel the way I used to before I met you
Still can't forget you

I don't need your shoulder anymore
I don't need you knocking at my door
Your sympathy's no good to me and your words are cheap
When it's 5 past 3 and I still can't sleep
I'm staring at the ceiling, it don't help how I'm feeling

I just want the truth, I just want the whole truth
I just wanna feel the way I used to
Feel the way I used to before I met you
Still can't forget you

And heaven knows I've been through worse before
And heaven knows I probably will again

Will again

Yeah heaven knows I probably will again

But I'm not out of fight
'Cause I can see the light
And even though it's in the distance, I know I'll be alright
Alright without you, I never really had you

'Cause now I know the truth, now I know the whole truth
I know I'll feel the way I used to, feel the way I used to
Before I met you, but I won't forget you