"A Letter I Wrote" lyrics

I've been chasing the wrong one
For my entire life now
I just want to be myself without
Nobody questioning my health or my wealth
I told you to open up like a book
But you won't
So I put you in the back of the shelf
In my mind, I just go back in time
All the choices that I made
Wasn't right

All the steps that I take that will always go forward
Knowing that you'll never love me no more, no
Yes, it hurts but I can't complain
All the actions that I've done
Yes, they drive me insane
But you
Drive me insane
And you
All in my brain

Yes, I won't waste time
On an ordinary chick that crossed my mind
With me
With meee-ee
With meee-eee
With me
Or without me

I'll make sure that I'm happy till I grow old and die
Don't care what nobody else thinks 'cause this is my fucking life
And I say what I want
And do what I say
And I won't stop for nothing at all

Let me tell you a thing about me
I won't ever stop even if it hurts me
Real bad
I'll just think back
Even if I'm sad
I'll just be glad
That you can never hurt me no more