"Fake Friends" lyrics

All the times that a man felt lonely, inside I was dying slowly
Outside with a smile on my face, and that's why I feel like nobody knows me
Fake friends, blocking my blessings, I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie
I did all the favors, never got payback, now all of you owe me

I did it alone, never changed, I stuck to the code
I jugg in the rain, the sun, and the snow
I don't want to talk, we get it and go
Because I know that none of you hear me
I ain't there yet, but nearly, said that I changed—oh, really
You man are fake, I'm seeing it clearly
This year, my year, I'm making it count
I said I would do it, I know they counted me out
My time will come, I stay on my grind and count it down
They ain't believe in me, now they told me they proud

All the times that a man felt lonely, inside I was dying slowly
Outside with a smile on my face, and that's why I feel like nobody knows me
Fake friends, blocking my blessings, I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie
I did all the favors, never got payback, now all of you owe me

I put my trust in them, and they turned out fake, like DHGate
I told them that it would turn out like this, all they had to do was wait
I said that my heart turned ice, then shawty learned how to skate
Broke the ice and got in my heart—so for the love, I still got faith (Uh)
Are you living or existing? (Which one?)
My life changed when I seen the difference
Opportunist, if I see a chance, I'm there in an instant
Mom warned me, "Don't step in the mud"
I learned it the hard way, I never listened

All the times that a man felt lonely, inside I was dying slowly
Outside with a smile on my face, and that's why I feel like nobody knows me
Fake friends, blocking my blessings, I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie
I did all the favors, never got payback, now all of you owe me

All the times that a man felt down, no one was there all around
I was up in the sea, and they saw me, still let man drown
My day one turned out fake, uh, I don't know who's real right now (Uh)
It's like I don't know how to feel right now