"Composure" lyrics

You're brave, but I smell fear
Run deep, but you're still shallow
I've not yet walked these halls
But I know that they are hallowed
I've not yet swum too deep
But already I'm sinkin'
This current is too strong
Don't know what I was thinkin'

My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say, "I don't care", but I'm a liar

Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told you
That I do not roll over
But, my god, I wanna hold you
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boilin' over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy, fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer

I don't think it will blow over overnight

So I'll let down my sword
Middle of the field
And if the danger comes
I'll bow my head and yield
I'll get down from my high horse
Let weak spots be revealed
I'll give the room some air
Though they're not fully healed

My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say, "I don't care", but I'm a liar

Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told you
That I do not roll over
But, my god, I wanna hold you
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boilin' over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy, fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer

I don't think it will blow over overnight

So tie me to the mast
I hear the flood below
And measure up my casket
I give in to the flow
'Cause it's all over now, baby blue
It's all over now, I found you

Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told you
That I do not roll over
But, my god, I wanna hold you
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boilin' over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy, fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer

I don't think it will blow over overnight

I'll hold you for an hour
But I'm too damn proud to stay
But I got this awful feelin'
You're gonna get your way