"Chasing Shadows" lyrics

I'm sick and tired it's like I don't exist
The world is pushing me into the darkness
Show me a sign so I can let go of this fucking pain
I know I'm living life on borrowed time
I've made my bed so I'm taking back mine
You sold me out now I am waiting here to drown us both

When the mighty fall
Watch me rise
Just to see you crawl
On your own

Another night on my own walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain

Chasing shadows I rise above you
Take the mistakes and drink the poison

There's nothing left I've given up on dreaming
I tell myself I'm better off just dead
Nothing matters I'm a burden that feeds
You tell me that I'm worth something

Another night on my own walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain

I stand alone with your blood on my hands
And all I dream about is fucking revenge
Fuck you

I see you pleading but it's too late to change
The tide has turned I can't control what I'm thinking
My fingers bleeding as I slip you a smile
Your bodies numb as I stand at your funeral

Another night on my own walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain