"Addicting" lyrics

I turn my nightmares into some big dreams
Late night in the night time wide awake
This life I'm living feelin so addicting
I can't my tell myself stay awake
So hard to stay faithful when you be winning
Had to learn to live with my mistakes
I turn my nightmares into some big dreams
I pray that it never goes away

If I make that bed
Then I'm sleepin it
If I'm breaking bread
Then I'm eating it with it
Inside the coup all red
Like I'm bleeding in it
If they see me in it best believe I'm leaving in it
Turn my wrist athletic
Cause these diamonds tennis
Ran it up it up it up
I'm about my fitness
She wanna a baller rapper trapper
Bitch I ball like scrimmage
Want a high roller
Want a risk taker
Only new face I trust it came Jacob
Got alot of things I'll sell
But I won't take em
Had to put myself thru hell
To prove I'm able

I turn my nightmares into some big dreams
Late night in the night time wide awake
This life I'm living feelin so addicting
I can't my tell myself stay awake
So hard to stay faithful when you be winning
Had to learn to live with my mistakes
I turn my nightmares into some big dreams
I pray that it never goes away