"reprogram" lyrics

Maybe I did a bad thing
Maybe not what I want to lead with
Got so busy minding my own business
So much gold to mine I'm not thinking
You jump and leave in with the time then
Wish I had that sense of romance
When it seems to get colder than the Arctic
I would feel better with my finance
And some silence

Frankly I'm just
I'm just going through the motions
So skilled at harnessing all my emotions
Part of the whimsy image I was just in
You see, all of me is so confusing
Yeah, I am anxious and avoidant
Hear that is the worst one, but hey I have my moments
Just like a different kind of program
Wish I could just reprogram

Every time I think I wanna do it
Waiting for the, for the second movement
Every time I think I wanna try
I don't wanna try
Every time I think I wanna do it
Waiting for the, for the second movement
Every time I think I wanna try
Think I wanna try

How could I let it go there?
So cruel with my intention, I only want when I want
Can't say I play the nicest
Unless you share my vision, caught in a cataclysm
Don't think I'm a good person
No matter how I work it, stumble through how pure
How pure are my intentions?
But do I really want it? At the pay check or the credit?
We're in contrast, draped in colour
Then in grayscale
Then I tinker, and I worry 'bout the details
And I think sides come with label, and then what's real?

And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?
And then what's real?

Every time I think I wanna do it
Waiting for the, for the second movement
Every time I think I wanna try
And I think I wanna do
Every time I think I wanna do it
Waiting for the, for the second movement
Every time I think I wanna try
Think I wanna try
Every time I think I wanna do it
Waiting for the, for the second movement
Every time I think I wanna try
And I think I wanna do it