"here" lyrics

I was on the couch looking up
When I pictured you there
And the palms of your hands
They were in my hair
And you told me don't worry
Just be here

Stretched out on the floor
Looking crooked at the door
Where I saw you off
Tried to make out your face
From the parking lot
Thought I'd know what to say
But I could hardly talk

Something that you said
When you sat me on the bed
Broke my heart
If there's a hell, you were there
Trying just to walk
But the time was the only thing standing

It's more than a handful
Blinded, I try to be helpful
But I don't know if I can do this without you
Feels like a lot's going on

Woke up in the night to a song
That reminded me of
The long winding wand that you used to hold
And you were there for a moment
You were there for a moment

It's more than a handful
Blinded, I try to be helpful
But I don't know if I can do this without you
Feels like a lot's going on

I am in silence
It feels like you're here with me hiding
And I thought that I knew how to find you
But sometimes you're not there to talk