"Finishing" lyrics

It's amazing what a light I knew
It's amazing what a light I knew
And if you think it's all her fault
That just isn't true

I didn't know that I could be so cold
I didn't know that I would ever grow
And now I'm older than I've ever known
The lack of love in my life

I used to try to crush everything
Outside of what directly spoke to me
Now it's not cute, this inconsistency
Just a lack of love plain in sight

It's amazing what a light I knew
It's amazing what a light I knew
And if you think it's all her fault
That just isn't true

I used to say I gave her everything
But then I realized it was selfishly
You know I do just almost anything
To bring her eyes back to mine

I hate so deeply the bridge burner fame
But still I bark out like a dog on a chain
When I think of all the hearts I've left in my way
Mom and dad you made a big mistake

It's amazing what a light I knew
It's amazing what a light I knew
And if you think it's all her fault
That just isn't true

So here's a song, I'll call it Finishing
Please don't believe I need your sympathy
When all and all the problems rest on me
Hate to be any doubt

It's amazing what a light I knew
It's amazing what a light I knew
And if you think it's all her fault
That just isn't true