"Is Or Isn't All The Same" lyrics

Know that I got sick
Know that I acted the fool
Know I shoulda' bounced before I did
God I wish I'd never heard Smog
Now there's a twist
Know that I broke my own heart
Know it doesn't have to end if I don't let it start
It's a pretty hard line that's darkening

'Cause it's yes or no
I've had the choice the whole damn time
Who was I listening to that changed my mind?
When exactly did it twist from "love" to "smart"?
So here's where I'm at I think solos are hot
Not 'cause they show off
But express a fluid musical thought
I still believe in art
Although for a bit I forgot
Building this city bottom to the top
Perpetual weirdo I got some cool gear though

It's had its effect
To lose my father and my friends
To ditch my crew and start again
Today I just feel like playing guitar