"grocery store" lyrics

Disassociating in a grocery store
Left my body rotting down by aisle 3
On the floor
Paramedics showed up
Said I'm made of plastic
Barbie on the shelf
But I don't feel fantastic
No
Can't hear through the static
My minds been held hostage in the attic
Tragic
I keep

Squandering my own potential
All my problems residential
My brain is a detrimental
Place
It's a case of
Overthinking
Sinking in my thoughts
Like is it real or is it not
The voices in my head they talk
I want it, want it all to stop

Is this really my reality
I want it, want it all to stop
Looking perfect when I'm on your screen
But honestly I'm not
Even fucking happy
You might call it living
Must be kidding it's a bad dream
Stop
Stop
I'm just another fraud
Please hold the applause

Hallucinating in a library
Reading these self help books but they're scaring me
Say to meditate
A minute feels too long
Maybe I'm just too far gone

Tastes so artificial
It's official
Hard keep it plain and simple
Non of this is beneficial
Wait
I'm to blame
Cause
I'm the cause
I'm the reason
Calling it self loathing season
Tryin' to get away but I get caught

I want it, want it all to stop

Is this really my reality
I want it, want it all to stop
Looking perfect when I'm on your screen
But honestly I'm not
Even fucking happy
You might call it living
Must be kidding it's a bad dream
Stop
Stop
I'm just another fraud
Please hold the applause

They tell me don't cry over spilt milk
But it's seeping out my pores
A piece of cake don't feel so easy
When you eat it off the floor
And everyday I feel so lucky
When my teeth fall from my face
Didn't get too much to eat but hey
At least I fucking ate