"I STILL FEEL IT IN THE BONE" lyrics

Dragged myself up to the light
My mother cries, I'm on the other side

They will hold me on their shoulders
They will ask how I survived
And I will lie

Cheers of relief on deaf ears
Their mouths move with praise I can't hear

They will hang my portrait proudly
Tell their kids how I survived
But it's a lie

Cause I'm always under you
I'm always laying in that room
And now my wrists may not be bruised
Anymore but I still feel it in the bone

I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone

You're nestled in my spine
Your touch metastasized
You live your quiet life
Out of sight, in my mind

Call it a silent crime
Slow acting cyanide
I tried to close my eyes
Out of sight, in my mind