"Ugly" lyrics

I'm so fucking mad I could tear my skin off
I want to be ugly, I want you to see
What it's like to be empty inside
To live, but never truly be free
I want to believe this is all but a dream
A trick of the mind that my life played on me
Awake and I'm breathing, a wasting disease
The torment is growing
This grave lays open
The light beyond my reach
In death there is no comfort
You betrayed me
Ugly
Just like me
I feel the end coming, I'm weak in the knees
The cold earth, a pine box, the cycle complete
All of the things that were not meant to be
The end of the line is defeat
And they'll say she was such a good girl
All the things she could be, she was too young to die
I welcome the stillness and sweet relief
The promise of life is a lie
This grave lays open
The light beyond my reach
In death there is no comfort
You betrayed me
You're ugly
Just like me
Bring me down