"Maybe I Should Call" lyrics

Long distance in the way of what could be
Even when you're here, you're not with me
She's having the child I should've carried
I'll be damned if y'all get married
How's the baby? How you adjustin'?
Ain't gon' work, you got problems trustin'
Let me stop, I'm supposed to be focused
But these nights are the coldest

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
Will I ever be first? I hope
But I ain't just sitting around
Can't wait for someone to see my worth
Damn, I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me?
Whoa-whoa

I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
Maybe I should call, maybe I should call
I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
But I never call, maybe that's my flaw

Maybe that's why I ain't got a man
'Cause I be doing too much thinkin'
Tryna compensate for your absence
But no drug can take me where you can
No, I just want you where I am
One thousand of them, just want one him
Drowning in all of my excuses
Heart is feeling useless, probably should've used it less

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
Will I ever be first? I hope
But I ain't just sitting around
Can't wait for someone to see my worth
Damn, I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me?
Whoa-whoa, 'cause

I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
Maybe I should call, maybe I should call
I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
But I never call, maybe that's my flaw

After the last time we talked (Last time we talked)
Oh, I was a mess
You had me stressed (Had me stressed)
Oh, nah, nah, no, no, no
I wrote the text, I didn't send it
Dialed your number, but said forget it
Oh, what would it change?
She's still in the way
But I

Love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
Maybe I should call, maybe I should call
I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
But I never call, maybe that's my flaw