"When Crying Is Easy" lyrics

This life is such a mystery to me
Searching for something make me happy
I have everything no reason to complain
Is there any medicine for this pain
For some reason I'm still struggling to find my way
I've had time when I full with no food on my plate
And I'm not rich but far from struggling
It seems the more I did the greater my struggle is

Still fucked up
Still acting tough
I'm my own worst enemy
Always the life of the party
I'm having fun not hardly
If it wasn't for my son I would probably be on drugs
This Jack Daniels ain't enough

When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling
Why do the streets keep calling me
When crying is easy I should be smiling
'Cause God has been so good to me
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me
When crying is easy oh when crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying

I've cried so much that I am feeling dehydrated
And more they say they love me the more I'm filled with self-hatred
The label they believe in me so they gave me what I said I need
New breast new teeth but why in the hell do I feel so cheap
Got me running from myself to my songs
'Cause music is doing less help more harm
Made me take a real look at myself
Evaluate the little self-esteem I have left

Still fucked up
Still acting tough
I'm my own worst enemy
Always alive for the party
I'm having fun not hardly
If it wasn't for my son I would probably be on drugs
This Jack Daniels ain't enough

When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling
Why do the streets keep calling me
When crying is easy I should be smiling
'Cause God has been so good to me (he's been so good to me)
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me (I'm so scared)
When crying is easy oh when crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying

Tried to find it in a man
Tried to get it from my fans (I tried to get it from my fans)
Tried to pour it from a cup
But I still ain't have no luck
Tried to find it in my heart
Tried to cover up the scars
Sometimes I feel like I'm from mars
How come crying can be hard

When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling
Why do the streets keep calling me
When crying is easy I should be smiling
'Cause God has been so good to me
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me (so scared)
When crying is easy when crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying