"Damn Near Normal" lyrics

Real job, good wife, two kids
Don't know what exit I missed
And this road I'm on is kinda dark alone
Fake job, no wife, no kids
Can't believe I'm living like this
I'm always alone with no way home
And here we go again, spiraling

And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande
Drink ten times the weight of a sober man
Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M.
And I hate it, so I'm taking
A little melatonin and a bag of weed
Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep
Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be
But that's damn near normal to me

High highs, rock bottom blows
Been six feet deeper than most
I crawl out again and start spiraling
Start spiraling

And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande
Drink ten times the weight of a sober man
Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M.
And I hate it, so I'm taking
A little melatonin and a bag of weed
Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep
Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be
But that's damn near normal to me
That's damn near normal to me

A little clarity
A little sanity
Would be good for me
Would be what I need
Doing the best I can
So I don't understand

Why I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande
Drink ten times the weight of a sober man
Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M.
And I hate it, so I'm taking
A little melatonin and a bag of weed
Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep
Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be
But that's damn near normal to me
That's damn near normal to me

That's damn near normal to me
That's damn near normal to me
That's damn near normal to me