"So Low" lyrics

I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
I love the sadness and the pain
I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
Makes me glad there ain't a cure for insane

I talk to God and hope he's feeling
Forgiveness for my ways
If he ain't then I just wasted a whole damn night up my knees -
Whole damn night upon my knees, yeah

I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
I love the sadness and the pain
I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
Makes me glad there ain't a cure for insane

They say things are gonna get better
I'm out here searching for that to come true
'Cause I was taught to never say never
But it feels like never is coming too soon - too soon

I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
I love the sadness and the pain
I'm so low it's fuckin' awesome
Makes me glad there ain't a cure
Makes me glad there ain't a cure for insane