"Maybe I'll Just Let You Down" lyrics

Well I guess I oughta make my way downtown
Quit all the drugs and stop foolin' around
Go back to church and start reading again
Maybe God will forgive all my sins
And I'll start back over where it all began
Late drunken nights, all the whiskey and gin
A half lit cigarette and a cocaine flame
A woman that doesn't even know my name
A beat up old car with wood pannel sides
A two pack habit, just tryin' to survive
A wife and two kids that I left alone
Praying that one day that I'll just come home
Maybe one day I will finally grow up
And maybe one day I'll quit messing up
Maybe I won't or maybe I'll just let you down
And I'll go down to the pawn shop and grab my old guitar
And head down to mainstreet to play that old bar
Just play for tips and not make a dime
Maybe I'll realize that I'm still alive
And I'll go buy a coke, Some candy and some smokes
I'll walk down the street and laugh at my own jokes
Maybe I'll busk on the corner for some cash
God I don't know How Much longer I will last
Maybe one day I will finally grow up
And maybe one day I'll quit messin up
Maybe I won't or maybe I'll just let you down
Maybe one day I will finally grow up
Maybe one day I'll quit messin up
Maybe I won't and Maybe I'll just let you down
Maybe one day I will finally grow up
And maybe One day I'll quit messin up
Maybe I won't
Maybe I'll just let you down