"Never Like This" lyrics

How dare you question my integrity?
I paid you not to
How did you look into my head
When the blinds were drawn?
I've been losing sleep thinking
There's something I've missed
I've been meaning to show what a good time is
Who did you think you were before you thought you were?
The history of silence got disturbed

I don't remember
How I could see
So much at once
From high on the hill

Cause I've been alone too far
But never like this
Yeah, I've thought I'd seen it all
How could I miss?
Yeah, I've seen what comes of this
But never like this [x2]

It was around 7 in the morning
Then we called it a night
When it gets too dark
What good is sight?
Everywhere I look it's speeding up
The only ones who slowed down
Are the ones who have had too much
Everybody knows enough to know that it's never enough
Even the softest hearts had got a hard time

I don't remember
How I could see
So much at once
From high on the hill

Cause I've been alone too far
But never like this
Yeah, I've thought I'd seen it all
How could I miss?
Yeah, I've seen what comes of this
But never like this [x2]