"Deep Inside" lyrics

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep inside (it can't hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, I'm okay
I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain
I guess this is a life I have made

Deep inside (it can't hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can't believe this I have been hiding
Wanting to be less, giving to people
They take from me, always they're bringing drama to me
Look
Look at me now
Now!

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand
All this fucking pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make them pay