"Hating" lyrics

My life is such a waste
Begging for something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine

Holding onto faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create
Just to be swallowed?

I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

I cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace
Feelings I find hard to really find?

I try, but I can't taste
Memories, they always fuck with me
So why do I create?
Just to be swallowed

I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

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All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feeling tired
Is there something wrong with me?

I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

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