"Lead The Parade" lyrics

Lost and alone
I'm hard as a stone
Repeat this process every day
Nothing's my own
The dreams that I've grown
I won't control and throw away

I need to make the decision
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade
Or this shit will fucking take my life!
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life

This curse is my own
It follows me home
It's like a child that wants to play
The thoughts in my brain
The subconscious pain
Makes me think why do I stay

I need to make the decision
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade
Or this shit will take my life!
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want it to be right
I want to pass my test
And complete this tormented life

I'm happy
Everything is wonderful
So happy
It's beautiful

I need to make the decision
I need to make it right!
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life

I'm so happy
I need to make it right
Everything is wonderful