"Lullaby For A Sadist" lyrics

Seething, I walk the circle I carved out long ago
But somehow I get lost each time
Feeding this hunger deep inside that never ends
The voice within eats me up inside

One: I love hurting you
Two: I love your pain
Three: Let's get together and play this endless game
Four is for the torture and
Five is for the shame
'Cause every time you want it I get off on this game

You wanted to play, the coldness follows
This isn't a game, your life I'll swallow
And I can't help but smile at your pain
You wanted to play but I already won

Probing, I plant the seed inside your head
Right away, watch it grow destroying your insides
Pleading to comfort you with my sadistic ways
I watch the tears fall, I crack a smile
One: I love hurting you
Two: I love your pain
Three: Let's get together and play this endless game
Four is for the torture and
Five is for the shame
'Cause every time you want it, I get off on this game

You wanted to play, the coldness follows
This isn't a game, your life I'll swallow
And I can't help but smile at your pain
You wanted to play but I already won

I look at you and start to crack, start to crack
I give it to you, take it back, take it back
This lullaby is all you have, all you have
Sadistic pleasure I attack, I attack

You wanted to play, the coldness follows
This isn't a game, your life I'll swallow
And I can't help but smile at your pain
You wanted to play but I already won
I already won
I already won