"Need To" lyrics

I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside, don't know you, but inside, I'm fucked

Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I love you
(Why do I feel so helpless?)
Why's it you
(Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you?)
(Why do I cry?)
(Why do I really need to?)
(Why?)

Why?
Why?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch

Need to
Need to
Need to
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I loved you
(I feel so helpless)
Why's it you
(Ripping my insides each time I'm with you?)
(Why do I try?)
(Why do I) Fucking need to

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Slut