"Blur" lyrics

I swear I'm staying focused
Walking on a tightrope
I talk like I've got answers
None of them help me cope

I say I'm okay, though my chest cavin' in
Been trying so hard, stayin' self-disciplined
Pretend I feel fine in the state that I'm in
But I do it again

I'm losing myself in this blur
Blur, blur
It's all a blur
Blur, blur

I'm staring through the ceiling (Mm)
Four hours at a time (Ah-ah)
I swear that I'm still breathin' (Mm)
But living half alive

I say I'm okay, though my chest cavin' in (Chest cavin' in)
Been trying so hard, stayin' self-disciplined (Stayin' self-disciplined)
Pretend I feel fine in the state that I'm in (State that I'm in)
But I do it again

I'm losing myself in this blur
Blur, blur
It's all a blur (It's all a blur)
Blur (It's all a blur), blur
I'm playin' it cool while I'm losing my mind
I'm barely awake, but I drive
It's all a blur
Blur, blur (Oh no)

Can I keep up with this for long? (But I don't slow down, slow down)
Feeling my body goin' numb (But I don't slow down, slow down)
I don't know what I'm runnin' from (But I don't slow down, slow down)
I don't know what I'm runnin' from

I'm losing myself in this blur
Blur, blur
I'm losing myself in this blur
Blur, blur (Ah, ah)
I'm playin' it cool while I'm losing my mind
I'm barely awake, but I drive
It's all a blur
Blur, blur (Ah, ah, ah)

It's all a blur, yeah, it's all a blur
It's all a blur, yeah, it's all a blur
It's all a blur, yeah, it's all a blur, blur