"My Demons" lyrics

And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes

I feel fucked up today
My demons cursing me as I'm awake
My head is spinning I can't explain
Your words are poison inside my veins
You lied
I don't believe you, I can't relate
You lied
I hate your voice 'cause it sounds so fake

And I don't know what to say
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say
(You lied)

I should've walked away
And break the circle that never ends
No other way to survive the pain
It's either I kill or I will be killed
You lied
But I'm still giving myself away
You lied
I don't regret every single day

And I don't know what to say
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say
(You lied)

I think of you
And I can't forget
Every word you said
Hurts inside my head
Cannot let you go
Things will never change
I feel fucked up today
It's either I kill or I will be killed

And I don't know what to say
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
(You lied)
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I know right now
There's no way that I will be killed
You lied