"Nova" lyrics

You see here kid
You gotta just go for it
Don't think about what comes after or what came before
You just gotta bend your knees
Take a deep breath and Jump
And you might think
What if I fall
What if you don't
What if you fly

All I've ever had were these dreams and a pen and pad
I'm in a cab yelling things, thinking sorry I'm mad
Sorry dad that I'm a fuck up I been drunk looking back
All the times that you would tell me its unhealthy to black
I been numb across the heart the cost of writing these raps
Should've focused more in school but where I mentally lack
I'll make up for the family
For mama toss out that Camry
For granny grabbing 3 Grammys for papa just know I'm happy
Finally smiling
Flying from the city private islands
I been talking with these labels maybe it's exciting
Lately I been thinking about the feeling of arriving
Finally feel alive for all the nights I could've died when
I don't drink and drive
I just smoke and fly
Had too many homies slowly passing to the other side, why I
Almost lost mind my hearing Jenny wasn't fine then
I remember all the times she made us happy wilding

Many nights
With these lights
Try to blind the pain
Oh I'm fine in my mind
But outside I'm insane

Super nova
I'm a diamond in the rough
Getting colder
For the times they would bluff
I'm a loner
I'm a soldier
It's alright live my life super nova
Super nova
I'm a diamond in the rough
Getting colder
For the times they would bluff
I'm a loner
I'm a soldier
It's alright live my life super nova

Don't ever let up
Keep your head up
Know they counterfeit and
Count a fist to they lip
If they talking shit
Call it bliss what's the aim
Know we never miss
I've become numb kill my feel with ignorance
All said and done I'll be my controller
Bread that I won get Lambo from Yota
Oh I remember when mom crashed the Rolla
Hit the black ice I think I'm alive
Barely breathing
Living with a dream Jesse Pinkman
I don't wanna fiend for a thing but the meaning
I made a pact I would laugh at my demons
Anytime they coming round my mind I defeat them
Call it bliss
All it is
Pessimistic optimist
In the city preaching the meaning to all they politics
They gon try to kill me guess we living Copernicus
Burdon is they gon try discredit me for earning this

Many nights
With these lights
Try to blind the pain
Oh I'm fine in my mind
But outside I'm insane

Super nova
I'm a diamond in the rough
Getting colder
For the times they would bluff
I'm a loner
I'm a soldier
It's alright live my life super nova
Super nova
I'm a diamond in the rough
Getting colder
For the times they would bluff
I'm a loner
I'm a soldier
It's alright live my life super nova