"Self-Made Black Hole" lyrics

I never wanted this
It played with my mind, the aftermath remains
I'm losing it, I'm losing all control
I feel the poison running through my bones

The weight of words engraved forever
Check, check, motherfucker, oh

Light has gone, and it all began
A life spent dancing on the edge
Trying so hard to get lost again
For the void is all I know
Feeling like a ghost, I'm running a circles
Tearing down these walls seems impossible
It's like I'm already dead
But I'm dying to live
Yeah, I'm dying to live

It hurts me so bad, and all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies, I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night, I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home

The parasite is feeding of me, my lungs are burning
I can hear its voice at the back of my head
I don't even know where it all began
But it's getting closer to the end

The parasite is feeding of me
I've reached the bottom like a thousand times
I've never thought that I would cross the line

The void is all I know
The void is all I know

I never wanted this
It played with my mind, the aftermath remains
I'm losing all control
Self-made black hole
Black hole

It hurts me so bad, all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies, and I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night, I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home, it never felt like home

It hurts me so bad, and all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies, and I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night, I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home, it never felt like home

It hurts me so bad, and all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies, and I don't think I want this anymore