"Excrete" lyrics

My love, where are you now
Can you hear the words pour out of my mouth
Is there a sound, is there emotion to make
To fill the void of my mistakes

Buried her in the forest today
[?] discover the dead
And I am feeling the world break
Every second every minute filled with agony
I can't take another thing taking over me
What was this [?]
I cry out with nothing here left to give

I cry out but there was no voice to answer
Answer me you sickening pig
Excrete yourself
From the heavens above
Show yourself
Or strip me of this consciousness
And let the hollowed flourish
Show yourself
Take me away from this place and let my memory perish

I have ruined the land that I was placed upon
Desecrated the dead and killed the living ones
If they were made in your image I'd take a look through
Cause I'll be parting the clouds to come replace you

[?] grasp to escape
To go past the starts and meet this big one at the pearly gates
I'm not afraid of death, I've been where demons lie
The only one I've ever loved is on the other side

I'm gonna find you
I'm gonna find you
Gonna make you pay for their sins
I'm gonna find you
I'm gonna find you
Gonna make you pay for their sins