"WOULDN'T I MAKE A GOOD FATHER" lyrics

Torn
I'm a spaceman hanging by a chord
Lost a major key and I'm unravelling
Can't work out where I'm fucking travelling
I'm 29 years old and this shit ain't news
Everything I built up but what if I lose
Can't decide if I should be mothering
And if I lose myself would I be suffering

I still don't trust myself
Still need my own mother's help
But wouldn't I make a good father

Sprinting through life's chaos I'm still dancing through the pain
I could've settled for vanilla sorry that I missed the train
My father doesn't drive and so he never found his lane
I know people who had dad's at home but feeling's still the same
I never saw his face and I hardly knew his name
We're similar in ways like how I ghost and disengage
While parenting was brutal he was only playing tame
I'm a shadow on the moon I could be somebody's stain
One shed of doubt I could be in and out
Say I've got your back while I don't make a sound
Say I'm at your door but never leave the house
Never answer calls but tell my friends I'm proud

Torn
I'm a spaceman hanging by a chord
Lost a major key and I'm unravelling
Can't work out where I'm fucking travelling
I'm 29 years old and this shit ain't news
Everything I built up but what if I lose
Can't decide if I should be mothering
And if I lose myself would I be suffering

I still don't trust myself
Still need my own mother's help
I still don't trust myself
Still need my own mother's help
I still don't trust myself
Still need my own mother's help
But wouldn't I make a good father