"If I Still Was" lyrics

I ain't still drinking like you might think
Don't mean I ain't still thinking 'bout needing a drink
I ain't still staying out all night
Don't mean I ain't still lying awake 'til the morning light

I ain't still asking God to help me through the hell
I ain't still digging up
But God help me if I still was

Ain't still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town
On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around
I ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going
Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love
Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was

If I was still crazy like I've been forever
Would you still break me just to put me back together?
Are you still wishing we were something we're not?
Are you still missing me, or just thanking God?

I ain't still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town
On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around
Ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going
Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love
Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was

If I was still lost, if I was still lonely
If I was still not giving a damn
If I was still the life of the party
Still wondering who I am

I'd still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town
On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around
Ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going
Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love
Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was
Oh
But I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was
If I still was