"Everybody Loves Christmas (Solo Piano Version)" lyrics

It's that time of year again
The time that I don't understand
Wishing I wasn't afraid, I've come so close
What's this holiday about?
All this time I've been hidin' out
Wonderin' if I'll ever know

Tell me now 'cause I don't understand
Help me out 'cause I don't get it yet
This isn't how it's supposed to be
I wanna know what Christmas really means
All the love and joy, I wanna see
'Cause it's always lost on me