"Where My Thunder Falls" lyrics

Frozen lips in lust
Laughing while I fall
Lying every night
Saying I'm alright
But I'm flying in my dreams
Lost reality
Eating when I'm bored
Tryna get high
Every night
And don't know why I'm looking, but I never seem to find

Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating
I can't choose where my thunder falls
Fantasise that maybe
I'll stop panic and self-destruct
My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls

Wings inside my heart
Tearing me in half
Fetching dopamine
Always hungry
Always teeth clench through the news
Drinking up my moods
Dancing in my room
Tryna get high
Turn off the lights
And always get this feeling that I'm running out of time

Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating
I can't choose where my thunder falls
Fantasise that maybe
I'll stop panic and self-destruct
My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls

Now, baby, baby, drive me fast
You can't take it slow, I tried it out
And all of my feelings come back home
Spread on the kitchen floor
Fake food and roses, love got lost
I'm angry and heartfelt all at once
Hungry and manic in a state
Thundering as the sun sets

Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating
I can't choose where my thunder falls
Fantasise that maybe
I'll stop panic and self-destruct
My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls