"Brown Mascara" lyrics

Staring at you play your guitar
I don't really know what I want this time
Don't like how you're catching me off guard
I don't wanna tell you what I'm
Thinking when you call me up and ask me to see you tomorrow
Morning I just won't respond and maybe you'll forget about it

The leaves are falling and so am I
With the brown mascara running down my eyes
I break the silence
Stay up all night
Cause maybe all I wanted was goodbye

You know I try to learn from my mistakes
But it's the same thing every time
I think I love when my heart breaks
And I think they love to make me cry

You know I'm gonna say that we're just friends
Pretending it's not breaking your heart
I don't really know how this ends
But I'm thinking this is how it starts

The leaves are falling and so am I
With the brown mascara running down my eyes
I break the silence
Stay up all night
Cause maybe all I wanted was goodbye

I won't ask you to stay
I'm already gone
This is just a game
On some summer Saturday
You know I'll come back
When it's just too late

The leaves are falling
And so am I
Maybe one day I'll give it a try
But I'm not sleeping
I'm not alright
All I ever wanted was goodbye