"Colors" lyrics

Can't be without you
Don't wanna be with you
And although I have tried to
My heart has a way of rejecting what's good for it
I'm sorry
I know it's tiring
All the convincing
I can be someone I feel I'm not

Who taught me that
I wasn't good enough?
Why did I let you believe it?
Why haven't I caught your bluff?
When everyone's gone, you can't fall apart

You will see it's always been
You and I (You and I, you and I)
Oh, you and I (You and I, you and I)
Stay (Stay)
Like the colors on the walls
Paint (Paint)
But you can't erase them all

I'm starting to see it now
It's so clear to me now
(Found out)
I'm actually not addicted to the drugs
I'm addicted to feeling fucking numb
This world I'm living in, there's just too much to be done
To dismantle the mental that has us moving like we weren't made with love
Creator's watching, I know that much
Sat me down and told me to, "Stop watching, start doing
If you don't listen to the messages, I promise they'll just keep coming"
Ignoring Spirit really never helped me amount to nothing so
Grow