"Again" lyrics

'Cause I can't tell if I can be myself again
I don't know if I can breathe the same again
Checked my soul second time and it's not healing
I don't know my demise
For someone against or someone who cares

Saw myself through your black eyes
Didn't understand all the jokes you made
Under different disguise
We felt our love through two ears different eyes

Bad thoughts in my mind
When your shadow crawls like it's midnight
I crashed from the clouds
You stayed on earth, you reached me somehow
You're still my light, baby
You're my light
I burn inside baby

'Cause I can't tell if I can be myself again
I don't know if I can breathe the same again
Checked my soul second time and it's not healing
I don't know my demise
For someone against or someone who cares

Hide what I am feeling
My heart is speeding
Through all the nights I live in
Distant world is breathing
I crashed from the clouds
Hands still on my crown
Every step feels cold
Fighting for what is gone

Bad thoughts in my mind
When your shadow crawls like it's midnight
I crashed from the clouds
You stayed on earth, you reached me somehow
You're still my light, baby
You're my light
I burn inside baby

Can't tell if I'm still someone that's myself again
I don't know if I can feel the strength again
Checked my soul second time cracks are still bleeding
I don't know who I'll become
For someone against or someone who cares