"Hater" lyrics

This chatter inside me is a hater
She's shamin' my kinks till I'm straighter
She handed my soul out in pieces
I'm feared how my peers will perceive it
Just can't put my eyes on the past now
She's making me watch things I've kept down
She wants me to cringe at my shit songs
And jump out the car on the A1

There's no hope now
She'll drown me out
Why won't she ever fuck off?
I know I'm here but I'm not

She's making me sit on a feelin'
Until it's rotten, peelin'
Layers of loathing from past lives
She made me regret all the good times
She said my exes from the club is talking some shit about me
I can't get off of the floor, I'm sweatin' every memory
I'm barricadin' every door, 'cause someone's out to get me
I think she's gonna get me

There's no hope now
She'll drown me out
Why won't she ever fuck off?
I know I'm here but I'm not
There's no hope now
She'll drown me out
Why won't she ever fuck off?
I know I'm here but I'm not

She gave me a tick to remind me
I spasm with guilt on the hourly
She's still diagnosing in a sickness
And puttin' my name on a hit-list

There's no hope now
She'll drown me out
Why won't she ever fuck off?
I know I'm here but I'm not
There's no hope now
She'll drown me out
Why won't she ever fuck off?
I know I'm here but I'm not