"But I Lied" lyrics

Two months, I've been clean
Quitting love that made me bleed
Black out, blurry, visions of us
Why's it bitter sweet
Like I miss the misery
Cross my heart and swear that I'm done

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously still drunk-dialing me
Fucked-up, a quarter past three
I should decline
Am I out of my mind
If I wanna get high
Fuck up, ruin my life
Just one more time

I gotta get cha
Out of my system
Said I don't miss you
But I lied
Baby you're bad like
Just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you
But I lied

Back seat, windows up
That's the way we like to touch
Self-destructive, so demonic
Shouldn't but I always want it

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously
Still drunk-dialing me
Fucked-up, a quarter past three
I should decline
Am I out of my mind
If I wanna get high
Fuck up, ruin my life
Just one more time

I gotta get cha
Out of my system
Said I don't miss you
But I lied
Baby you're bad like
Just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you
But I lied

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously
Still drunk-dialing me
Fucked-up, a quarter past three
I should decline
Am I out of my mind
If I want to get high
Fuck up, ruin my life
Just one more time

I gotta get cha
Out of my system
Said I don't miss you
But I lied
Baby you're bad like
Just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you
But I lied