"ill" lyrics

Wanna hear something psychotic
I look at your pictures all the time
You were wearing that dress I bought it
Blame my Sadistic idle mind
Bet you're on your best behavior
I remember nights when we were trashed
Never took you for a traitor
Turn around stab me in the back

I feel like an idiot
Pictures on the internet
The way you're smiling next to him
Oh

I shouldn't look but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jaggedest pill
I shouldn't care but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill
(It all just makes me)

Now I'm seeing you two together
Seems like you're hanging out a lot
Guess he must like you better
And u deserve each other, GOD!
Cant a girl get an explanation
Scratch that, I don't want to know
Late nights I Fight temptation
I know exactly where it goes

I feel like an idiot
Sucking on a cigarette
So pathetic isn't it
Oh

I shouldn't look but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jaggedest pill
I shouldn't care but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill
(It all just makes me)

Well look at you, you found your match
Your picture perfect other half
I'm just another artifact
Ah
And even though it Hurts to watch
It also kinda it gets me off
Knowing that I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I shouldn't look but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jaggedest pill
I shouldn't care but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill
(It all just makes me)
(It all just makes me)