"Gaslit" lyrics

Irrational and deranged, I feel the same
They take me and force me down in the grave
Death calls my name
On the way back home, why can't I get away?

Sometimes it hurts
Two guns drawn, who's firing first?
I bear my own right to burn
This suffering is the price I've earned
Mistake silence
With confusion
My violence
Breeds delusion
My fate is written in blood
Left out to burn in the vibrant sun

Am I deranged? Am I deranged?
You feel the same, and I'm the one to blame
Am I deranged? Am I deranged?
It feels like nothing will ever change

If these ghosts could save me
Should I pray for safety?
I scream back to the void that raised me
I don't care if you hate me
I fucking hate me
I fucking love when you hate me

A second chance? I never heard of it
How's it gonna be? I'm getting fucking pissed
How could you be confused?

Get it through your fucking head
And after all these years
It's funny you're still a
Bitch

Irrational and deranged, I feel the same
They take me and force me down in the grave
Death calls my name
On the way back home, why can't get a—?
Why can't you get a grip?

Why can't you get a grip?