"Weary" lyrics

I know this life has taken everything from me
Go

Left behind me such a broken past
I'll do anything to numb the pain and make it last
But we're caught in the dark at the hands of the gods
As we're told to forget and we live in facade

And I'll do anything to make the past feel real
Conscious not to make a brand new deal
Count down your days
Just a taste of the price you'll pay

(Just a taste of the price you'll pay)

I feel so fucking numb again
But I guess this where I will begin

So go ahead and take a bite of my pain
And drag me out to the point I can't remember my fucking name
I can't take another day off this
(And I feel so fucking sick so you)
Wait for me to call your name
As if everything felt the same
But you beg for forgiveness
But my consciousness is fucking late

So please make sure to count your days
Cause there's no one's here comfort me
But my feelings are still justified
And wrapped up in everything you forgot

I feel like giving into submission
There's something inside of me

Let's take it from start
Introspective with a broken heart
Where am I? I'm lost in the fucking dark
We have to find the middle ground
Or we'll never find our way back around

Constantly in my head there's no easy way out
But I'm not the person to collect when I'm down

And I'll do anything to make the past feel real
Conscious not to make a brand new deal
Count down your days
Just a taste of the price you'll pay
We never conceded to doubt
And thinking for yourself has it ever been aloud?
I look silence the screams
Cast by the ones embedded in dreams