"Negativity" lyrics

I tried to drown it out, but it just keeps searchin'
Demons lerkin' on both sides pulling tryna hurt me
And I can't draw without trynna make it picture perfect
This is the whole reason why I just can't get off the subject

Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead
Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
There will be times that I won't have to fear when negativity is dead

I'm a volcano
Building were about to blow
I bit my tongue so many times
I ripped it out my throat
Can't see the future when it's covered up by lies of smoke
Don't take me serious
Guess I'm looked at as a fuckin' joke
But you hear me now
Your probably saying this is dope
Yeah, I started from the bottom
Built the fuckin' totem pole
No, I didn't have to sell my soul
But you gotta do what you gotta do to make the mud tires roll bet

Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead
Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
There will be times that I won't fear have to fear when negativity is dead

I do what I have to do tonight to make my way in life
You gotta pay to play
Times fade away
You can never get it back; Facts
I'm on chapter thirty one
Still a-lot life I haven't done
I'm still battling the kick of habit
Negativity is one
I tried to drown it out
But it just keeps searchin'
Demons learkin' on both side tryna hurt me
And I can't draw it out to make it picture perfect
It's the whole reason why I just can't get of the subject

Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead
Yeah, I know
Yeah, I know
There will be times that I won't fear have to fear when negativity is dead