"Disappointing Life" lyrics

I'm going down again
I am stuck in a dead end
Like always
Oh, what a shame

The expectations of the audience were just too high
What a disappointing life

I hope they'll wash their hands, from now on
(Oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I took one step back, now I'm stumbling
Please pardon me, while I trip over the words I said
I'm trapped in a loop

What a disappointing life
The expectations of the audience were just too high
What a disappointing life

I hate my reflection
I took one step back, now I'm stumbling
Please pardon me
While I trip over the words I said
I'm trapped in a loop
I'm not gonna say it's been said before
Oh, I wanna know
I wanna know if
I wanna know if I can make it
But I don't think I can make it
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh)

The expectations of the audience were just too high
What a disappointing life