"Sorry For The Chaos" lyrics

"At least that's how it's been...
Kind of chaotic at it's best"

I gave myself the space
You gave yourself the time
The grown up thing to do
Ain't that right?

I go to my parents' place
You go back to Sunset Drive
Don't think of you no more
What a lie, what a lie, what a lie

I, I know it's been quite the ride
And this ain't our first goodbye
But there something 'bout this time
It's got me thinking, well...
Maybe I'm so hot and cold
Reckless and so volatile
Said it wasn't bad, but if it was
I'm so so sorry for the chaos

Swear I don't mean to second guess
Guess I'm afraid that you'll love me less
If this is the end I just want you to know
I'm so so sorry for the chaos
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so, I'm so sorry

I'm so so so messed up I can't get it right
Then you check out when we fight
But I rather pick up the pieces
Than leave without peace of mind

Well is it just a lack of interest
Or is it just Indifference
I don't know what the difference is
All I can tell you's that

I, I know it's been quite the ride
And this ain't our first goodbye
But there something 'bout this time
It's got me thinking, well...
Maybe I'm so hot and cold
Reckless and so volatile
Said it wasn't bad, but if it was
I'm so so sorry for the chaos

Swear I don't mean to second guess
Guess I'm afraid that you'll love me less
If this is the end I just want you to know
I'm so so sorry for the chaos
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so, I'm so sorry

I'm so so sorry for the chaos
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so, I'm so sorry

Standing on the edge of another bad habit
In over my head and I know it ain't logical
Logical

I can't help myself when I'm going atomic
There's no way to tell if we'll make it, it's critical
Chaotic oh