"Bed Of Roses" lyrics

I shouldn't speak
I should agree
With all that has been written
I should submit
But when I did
It wasn't right
The way I gave my soul, my all
To people I barely even know
To people who wanted me to bow and keep my head down

Oh you're such fucking hypocrites
Master of disguise, your viciousness
Hiding under a bed of roses oh
Beautiful but deadly, the chosen
Keeping me up at night
The thought that you're still part of
The version of me that I've decided to become

Naive and young
Speaking in tongues
Didn't even know what I was praying for
Lips were shut
Went for the cut
And I was grateful that you came back to stitch it up
You left me with a mark that will not escape my mind

Oh you're such fucking hypocrites
Master of disguise, your viciousness
Hiding under a bed of roses oh
Beautiful but deadly, the chosen
Keeping me up at night
The thought that you're still part of
The version of me that I've decided to become

There was a time when I thought it's an honor
Having everyone in church say I'm your girl
And now I'm the age you were
How was no one disturbed
By the looks you gave me?

There was a time when I thought it's an honor
Having everyone in church say I'm your girl
And now I'm the age you were
How was no one disturbed
By the looks you gave me?

There was a time when I thought it's an honor
Having everyone in church say I'm your girl
And now I'm the age you were
How was no one disturbed
By the looks you gave me?

How did no one see you hurting me, oh
How did no one see you hurting me, oh

Oh you're such fucking hypocrites
Master of disguise, your viciousness
Hiding under a bed of roses oh
Beautiful but deadly, the chosen
Keeping me up at night
The thought that you're still part of
The version of me that I've decided to become

(Decided to become)
(Never forgetting what you've done)
(Ohoh, what you've done)