"Heaven Hell" lyrics

I'm facing the mirror
Telling myself "I'm nothing without you"
But I still suffer
By your hands
Yet you're the one abused

A speechless wave of pure regret
It has its hands around my neck
Now I'm drowning in misery
Lost in words you never said to me
Words you never said to me

I will never forget what you said
'Cause you broke me into a million pieces
You felt like home
Yet I am to find myself
Yet I am to find my cure
You were my heaven and my hell
And you kept knocking on my door

I thought I'd recover
But you're too far gone to make me realize
This could be over
But I am deaf
Don't even hear my cries

A speechless wave of pure regret
It has its hands around my neck
Now I have to face the truth
There's nothing left for me to lose
There's nothing left for me to lose

I will never forget what you said
'Cause you broke me into a million pieces
You felt like home
Yet I am to find myself
Yet I am to find my cure
You were my heaven and my hell
And you kept knocking on my door

I always thought you were the one that I've been looking for
The cure to the disease that I've been hiding from
But now it turns out you've been heaven and I've been hell
I can't be with you if I can't even be with myself

I will never forget what you said
'Cause you broke me into a million pieces

I will never forget what you said
'Cause you broke me into a million pieces
You felt like home
Yet I am to find myself
Yet I am to find my cure
You were my heaven and my hell
And you kept knocking on my door