"Delusion" lyrics

Two feet over the edge we were high as sunrise
It must have been the prime of my life
I came down every night in your bed at ease
Seeing Chinatown red in the light
Taking MegaBus four hours for the night
But that was lost in memory

Illusions of a different time
We don't share the version that I kept in mind
That's not fair, it's not fair to you I realize
Illusions of a different time
We don't share the version that I kept in mind
That's not fair, it's not fair to you I realize

Two feet over the edge when we met up outside
Top of the building where we used to blunt when we got off shift
That night I did the same shit when you tried to talk to me
And ask me why I wrecked your life
And put yours after mine, and put yours out of mind
I was so out of reach the clouds in pink polluted sky
It's why you buried me, it's why you buried me
It's why you buried me, I'll see you all my life

Illusions of a different time
We don't share the version that I kept in mind
That's not fair, it's not fair to you I realize
Illusions of a different time
We don't share the version that I kept in mind
That's not fair, it's not fair to you I realize

I finally got you on the phone, you were sleeping
Probably thought that there was something wrong
I took advantage just to tell you I was hurting too
A young man selfish with the madness trashing all in view