"running away" lyrics

For a lifetime, I've been waiting (Ooh, ooh)
For a lifetime, I've been fading (Slow, ooh)

Running away, running away from life
Running away, running away, running away from life
It feels like a lifetime, I've been hiding from myself

Run away with me, the people in my dreams
Are afraid of me, they run away from me

Everyday, sun come up on time
I'm procrastinating, hating myself
Contemplating sticking blades in myself
I take shrooms and I'm aware of myself
Half hurting, half saving myself
It's hard for me to take care of my health
Probably in my genes like belt
Probably in my cells like prison
Hard for me to believe my visions
What I see in my dreams, forgotten
Half the time 'cause the THC
Disconnects me from where I've gotten
I don't want to feel nothing please
Everything in this world is rotten

Run away with me, the people in my dreams
Are afraid of me, they run away from me

Running away, running away from life
Running away, running away, running away from life