"what i can't do" lyrics

Remind me of you
The air I breathe is chokin' me too
The smile on your face, hearin' you laugh, uh
Uh, uh

I just laid someone I love to rest
Got a feeling like the pain borin' holes in my chest
As I drive home, feel the emptiness grow
Wanna throw myself off the road into a pole
Get home and I unlock the door
Throw my shirt on a pile of clothes
Then go to the bed, lay down on my phone
What's the point of livin'? We all die slow

Everything I see remind me of you
The air I breathe is chokin' me too
I miss the smile on your face, hearin' you laugh
I wanna go back to the past
Everything I see remind me of you
The air I breathe is chokin' me too
I miss the smile on your face, hearin' you laugh
I wanna go back to the past, what I can't do

I can't bear the sight of myself
My inner strength failin' me, I've been ignorin' my health again
Friends too busy with life to pick up the phone
I feel so alone, a pile of bones
And as I shovel dirt onto your coffin
I feel time pausin' the soil, stop droppin'
Free fallin' down underneath the ground
The sound of my father cryin', "Don't die"

You were a better man than me
I'll try my best to live up to your legacy
I'll visit grandma more, I promise, rest easy
The way you suffered, you deserve to be free
From this moment forward, I'm transformed
The second grandfather I lost, you can't plan for the aftermath
After the fact, I'm glad you came to see me rap live
I love you

Everything I see remind me of you
The air I breathe is chokin' me too
I miss the smile on your face, hearin' you laugh
I wanna go back to the past
Everything I see remind me of you
The air I breathe is chokin' me too
I miss the smile on your face, hearin' you laugh
I wanna go back to the past, what I can't do